This is it

Hey honey, thought i would create a blog for you and me to keep in touch. we can share pics and what not on here. our moms and kate should get on here sometime too every once in awhile. i know you won't see this for awhile but i have to write something somewhere.

your mom called last night, she's worried about me. she remembers how hard it was when your dad left and wanted to make sure i was doing okay. told her it was tough but i was good. hopefully i can keep myself busy all weekend cause it sucks being alone in the house. it's not as easy as last time cause i can't get a second job or go home to keep my mind off things. guess i'll eventually get used to it huh? besides, hannah will make an appearance soon and keep me more than busy. how are you doing? you said all this would probably sink in once you got on the plane. i worry so much about you. i do know you would rather be here too though. it's funny, you don't ever realize how much someone means to you until their gone.

love you and miss you honey. believe me, i'm always thinking of you.